Continuing from the previous post I mentioned how studying for a degree a few years back helped me to realize how precious the creative process is. Those long hours that resulted into more questions than answers when studying about design rather than actually working on something close to a comprehensive design. At this point, about 2 years in, studying was becoming monotonous and I started to crave a painting session.
Just a little insight to that particular time : Around fall of 2014 I enrolled into college and every weekend I was working doubles. Hours ranging from 6 a.m. to 10 p.m and on my days off was strictly class time doing coursework. There was never enough time as my schedule felt so cramped but I was determined to work to achieve some comprehension into what new skills I was learning. At this point I was not working on any paintings in my own free time and that went on until I dropped out. The drop out started with many key factors around 2016 which led to the decision to not return to college. Occurrences in my life just changed my mentality around this time and I became stuck in dreams/aspirations to understand real purpose for everyday life.